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Sunday, December 4, 2011


The Hermit Crab Shell Game


There is a simple shell game

Which defies simple logic

While eye’s are focused on the shell

The pea changes it’s lodgings


This game is used in politics

In PR, and religion

To gain undeserved favor

Or fan prejudiced cognition


For like the simple hermit crab

That moves from home to home

You can’t ascribe acts to a shell

But occupants that roam


You can’t blame a religion

For the sins of past inhabitants

Or take revenge on nations

For the acts of long dead residents


A party can’t take credit

For good deeds of member martyrs

Nor blame opposing parties

For past despot’s broken charters


Beware of those that hide within

The shell of institutions

And those which defame other

Under labeled persecutions


They deceive and are deceived

As the blind that lead the blind

Divorced from truth’s reality

Partitioned in the mind


We group and name and classify

By given set criteria

Then disregard induction rules

Deducing by minutia


Apples and oranges both are fruit

But they are not the same

It’s true they share some properties

But not all I maintain


So ground yourself to bedrock truth

Beyond associations

Beyond the shell of labels

And their content’s expiration


See individuals as they are

As separate and unique

Their works and words will tell you more

Than spurious critique


A shell game is a classic ruse

The wise discard the shell

Till plain as day the truth display

Peabrains can tell as well

Sunday, June 12, 2011


The Unwise Philanthropist


There once was an unwise philanthropist

Who planted his field full of corn.

His compassion was so,

At the time of the harvest,

He gave all his corn to the poor.


His neighbor, a wiser philanthropist,

Held back just a little in store.

All the cries in his ears

Of the poor he revered,

But he wouldn’t give one kernel more.


The next spring came time for the planting,

And the unwise philanthropist mourned,

For he had no seed,

And the poor had such need,

That he begged from his neighbor his store


“Please trade me some seed for one half of my field”

But the wiser philanthropist warned,

“Your compassion is great,

But your wisdom is faint,

For such charity the poor can’t afford”


“I’ll grant you this seed if you promise to me

When the poor come and knock on your door

That you’ll hold enough back

For the next year to plant

For the poor need a wise farmer more.”


Thursday, May 26, 2011


Asylum

In a world rife with dysfunction
The enlightened suffer dear
They can’t awake with trump of truth
Those without ears to hear

Locked in mortal asylum
One doubts reality
For all around the madness reigns
And thwarts one’s sanity

What should work clearly doesn’t
For reason has no traction
Compounded by frustration
In a search for useful action

They cannot hide the truth from self
With defense mechanisms
They cannot dice the universe
And cause a deeper schism

And so awareness vexes them
As if they were insane
For wisdom augments sorrow
Just as sensing sharpens pain

Where can such find asylum?
Or invoke sanctuary?
Where is the place where reason reigns
With balance, poise, and bearing?

Saturday, April 23, 2011


Bench Warmer


From afar I watch my life

Or that which was intended

A measure of creation

Shy of a destination


Second string

Unsung the sting of purpose

Vexed my heart


Fallow field without a yield

My passion play without a part


Potential put on hold

Where all my preparations cold

Comes to a negation


Send, O’ send as you intend

To bless my end

Warming the bench


Tuesday, March 15, 2011


Switched at Birth


Feral angel clipped of wing

Raised by man

And raising hell

Where death employed has left its sting


Suckled by a seraph teat

Child of man

Too rich and sweet

It spoiled in his belly


Their destinies were switch at birth

Unable to fly or make the grade

Unable to stoop to lower ways

And so both fled and made their home in me


Monday, February 21, 2011


Vassal Keep


Come in from the outside

And join our little group

For we are building room for you

A cozy little coop


To protect from outsiders

We will lock and bar the doors

Inside you’re free to socialize

But stay inside of course


We’ll nail the shuttered windows up

To ensure privacy

We’ll watch over you night and day

That is our guarantee


It’s home sweet home

So settle in from trouble and travail

Your safe within these social walls

We built them like a jail


Sunday, February 13, 2011


Universal Tides


I dreamed I saw my sum of life

As if an ocean, large and wide

And stooped to quench my thirst with haste

But found it bitter to the taste


I pondered in this in state of woe

How were its contents tainted so?

And took it in my heart to trace

The source that spewed such wretched waste


At first, upon my journey found

A river wide, and swift, and brown

“Ah hah!”, I gasped, “the putrid source!”

“But who can turn it from its course?”


“Its current is too strong to fight.”

Then saw I it, my course in life

I said, “But surely it can change?”

And ran upstream -- until I came. . .


Upon the place wherein it started

Where several streams, and each one parted

Each not too large, but still to blame

I saw in each a choice I’d made


Then from these streams I traced them long

To find what made me choose so wrong

These streams split up in several factions

‘Twas then I saw these brooks were actions


Unlike the rivers mighty flow

These brooks were shallow, soft, and slow

To change their course was no big feat

Still what had made me be so weak?


It wasn't far, I found the reason

A place where water pooled in season

These were the source which gave brooks motion

The overflow of pooled emotion


These attitudes had fueled my fate

In subtle flawed character traits

But born to this? It seemed unfair

What shaped me thus, in pooled despair?


For seemed to me these had no source

Till rain drops fell as teared remorse

Yes, every bead were little thoughts

Which rained on soil pure or not


But do thoughts happen all by chance?

I searched and took a second glance

Above were clouds condensing drops

I saw how motive formed my thoughts


From subterrains of mortal mind

My heart’s desire bore fruit in kind

To will, to be--a single ply

One’s fix doth light or dim the eye


Though focus is of nature born

So spirit cleaveth to its own

Thus war within my members these

Two masters no man can appease


To change one's nature, what a task!

“How is it done?” I prayed, I asked . . .


Then came a voice as if within

“My grace's sufficient for thy sin.”

“In time my love will cleanse your heart.”

I cried, “Oh Lord, but where to start?”


He said, “Be patient, I have blessed”

“The water is your consciousness.”

“For in this cycle water rises,”

“To form new clouds on life’s horizon.”


“But when!” dear Lord, my soul did cry

As thunder came my Lord’s reply

“Through trial of fire I purge the soul.”

“Believe, and I shall make you whole.”


“Behold the sun be as mine eye.”

“Its pounding flames shall mistify.”

“So, broken heart to alter bring.”

“Yet all in all ye lack one thing.”


“The tenor love--its all you need.”

“So watch your words, your thoughts, and deeds.”

“Put each one in their place, dear brother,”

“For one alone can't cleanse the other.”


Sunday, February 6, 2011


The Man of Mirror


The labyrinth of life perplexing

A puzzle that demands dissecting

Its narrative an allegory

Shall be likened unto this story


* * * * *

Part I

The First Realm: The Prisoner and The Soldier

* * * * *


There was a forlorn man of drear

Who lived within the land of Mirror

A captive in a prison cell

Amnesia suffering as well


The past he could recall no more

His captors having beat him sore

Remembering no crime at all

He cursed this unjust bitter gall


Then learned the king had placed him there

Whose edict cause him such despair

As hate for his tormentor swelled

He swore he’d seek revenge unquelled


Tormentors flogged him near to death

So much so, they could see no breath

And left him in his cage as dead

Not locking it--but left instead


When he awoke to his surprise

He found the door ajar--likewise

The guard outside was fast asleep

And stole to freedom from his keep


* * * * *


Running

Naked

Bleeding

Sore

Tired

Parched

Needy

Frore


He came upon a distant plain

Wherein soldiers were being trained

A rebel force to oust the King

Whose leader promised vanquishing


The man of Mirror joined a brigade

To seek his vengeance by the blade

Armies arrayed--the forces clashed

The rebels fought with great panache


And quickly overcame their foes

Their leader swift the king deposed

And threw him in the selfsame jail

Wherein he suffered much travail


* * * * *

Part II

The Second Realm: The Slave Merchant, The Thief, and The Noble

* * * * *


And thus they crowned the rebel king

Who granted spoil plundering

As conquered army they enslaved

The man of Mirror performed their trade


A rich slave merchant he became

Until the new king seized the same

And left him without ways and means

Bringing the poor man to his knees


* * * * *


And so he turned to larceny

Breaking into the treasury

Stealing his wealth back from the realm

Whose lord he’d helped usurp the helm


* * * * *


And so the thief garnered his wealth

Buying nobility through stealth

Yet secretly funded revolt

Through letters rebels did consult


Betraying the king to their hands

Who crowned their leader o’er the land

And granted him his retribution

Warden of penal institution


* * * * *

Part III

The Third Realm: The Warden, The Slave, and The Treasurer

* * * * *


As such he approved brutal beating

But sweet revenge was fast and fleeting

The new kings favor quickly clave

Reducing him into a slave


* * * * *


They stripped him bare

Erased his name

Mere property

The man became


A bondsman to the treasurer

Of royal stores--an auditor

With his life in his master’s hands

He longed for freedom from his bands


Then one day found the ledger off

And saw a way to ruin the toff

Sending a courier to the king

Apprised him of embezzling


The edict swift

“Arrest the thief!”

“This honest servant”

“Make him chief.”


Quick spread the news

His master fled

The man of Mirror

Placed in his stead


* * * * *


Who corresponded with his liege

All profits of slave trade to seize

And so was issued the decree

Great fortunes filled the treasury


As favor grew, achievements grand

His renown spread throughout the land

Thus for a time had everything

Until a coup replaced the king


* * * * *

Part IV

The Fourth Realm: The Rebel

* * * * *


The new king’s reign was harsh and cruel

Upheaval plagued the tyrant’s rule

Who soon issued a baseless warrant

The man of Mirror fled in a horrent


Fed up with corrupt monarchies

He stirred up an insurgency

And gathered troops from every quarter

Laying siege to fortress borders


The battle quick--outcome decisive

The King dethroned --no more divisive

Sent to prison--his reign ended

Man of Mirror the throne ascended


* * * * *

Part V

The Fifth Realm: The King

* * * * *


Unjust caste he rent asunder

Giving soldiers rightful plunder

Filling all empty positions

With his soldier’s just ambitions


Yet within his noble reign

Subjects started to complain

Subordinates shirked their duties

Corrupting his regime’s beauty


So he replaced unfit stewards

Punishing all evildoers

Making new laws just and good

Rectifying all he could


But these acts weren’t well received

Rebellions began to seethe

And so his rule was overthrown

Back to jail--beaten, alone


* * * * *

Part VI

The Sixth Realm: The Prisoner

* * * * *


Near to death he fell asleep

Dreaming in a state soul deep

Within the ethereal plain

A messenger appeared ordained


His face obscured by blinding light

The man of Mirror explained his plight

“Life makes no sense--how can this be?”

“So much misfortune visits me?”


The being said, “Open your eyes”

“See your tormentor undisguised”

“Behold the face which is your own”

“Seated on a golden throne”


“The Rebel, Treasurer, and Servant”

“The Warden, Noble, Thief--all fervent”

“The Slaver, Soldier, Prisoner”

“All justified desire’s verve”


“Yet never looked beyond the pelf”

“Through empathy to see the Self”

“Imprisoned in the passion play”

“Your monodrama’s disarray”


“You cannot build true happiness upon another’s sorrow”

“You cannot find contentment in the past nor yet the morrow”

“The evil which you do, you surely do unto yourself”

“The measure which you mete becomes the same cards you are dealt”


“To break misery’s cycle you must leave the ego’s rut”

“And see yourself in others, for in truth all souls abut”

“Behold the face of enemies, as looking in the mirror”

“For you were every person in this labyrinth of drear”


‘Twas then he saw the Warden that he hated had his face

The beatings he endured, in fact, had order in that place

He was in fact the Soldier who helped overthrown himself

The Slave Trader who sold him into servitude for wealth


The Thief that robbed the treasury was none other than he

Which brought about the warrant, and which caused himself to flee

He was also the Noble who conspired insurrection

Betraying his own self with his own hands to cause ejection


His escape from the prison had accomplished his enslavement

Removing him as Warden sold in ransom as the payment

He was the selfsame Servant that informed against his master

By doing so condemned himself--the author of disaster


As Treasurer he seized the wealth which he amassed himself

As leader of the rebels he usurped his throne and wealth


“I sent myself to jail!”

“I issued my own warrant!”

“I sold self into servitude”

“Swept up in vengeance torrent”


“And yet from my perspective, I felt justified each time”

“A simple lack of empathy has fueled my karmic crime”

“My character determined by my outward circumstance”

“The virtue in my heart was farce--self-righteous arrogance”


He cried, “What kind of man am I?”

“I change with every wind!”

“Can one escape life’s labyrinth,”

“And find freedom from sin?”


“How does one parse the mortal plain?”

“The complex web of life’s domain”

“Conundrums born of smoke and mirrors”

“Wherein the guise of self appears”


“With paradox of id desire”

“A selfish dualistic quagmire”

“The tail we chase is our lust set on fire!”


His spirit guide instructed him that soon he must return

Yet without recollection till his lessons he had learned


He said, “One’s core identity”

“Are constants they embrace”

“In vast varying circumstance”

“Which settings can’t erase”


The Man questioned, “How can I learn, if mistakes can’t remember?”

The reply, “Learn through empathy rather than pain’s live ember”

“If one avoids distress they feel it doesn’t cure the schism”

“They must heal separation of the soul through altruism”


“One cannot learn from life unless they see beyond the shell”

“One can’t enjoy true freedom, lest they leave the ego’s cell”

“When you awake you will forget this very conversation”

“And yet you’ll carry with you your desire’s aggregation”


The man of Mirror awoke within the prison--door ajar

He stared long at the opening, but then he closed the bars

Something inside him made him feel beyond his present pain

To see the guard’s humanity and error their need would fain


Considering their jeopardy, if he himself escaped

He felt for them as if for self his heart for them agape


But when the lock click shut the sound of thunder filled his head

Within his mind he saw a Soldier break his sword in dread

The sound echoed atop a Slave Merchant unlocking shackles

A Thief dropping large bags of gold, a Noble’s ebbing hackles


A prison Warden filling bowls, a Servant share his master’s woes

A Treasurer give counsel to repeals burdensome taxes

A Rebel raise a flag of truce, a King his own power reduce

Vesting it in the people’s voice and democratic axis


* * * * *

Part VII

The Seventh Realm: Liberation

* * * * *


The man of Mirror stood in his cell as walls began to crumble

The prison bars all disappeared along with dimming rumble

He stood before the messenger whose face was cloaked in light

Communing on the astral plain wherein all souls unite


One cannot tell with human tongue

The truth which passed between

Suffice to say a light engulfed

As if they shared one being


Then like a supernova

Essence permeated all

Revealing all within the Self

True Love empyreal